Day 5,216. Day 102. Day 20.
Some days are better than others.
Life sometimes demands our full attention, leaving us exhausted, stressed beyond belief, and barely hanging on. That is what the past nine days have done for me.
I had a solid plan. Finish the degree started in 2004, (okay it’s #3, but the journey started way back then on the first one) Finish the last class and get back to work.
I had a second plan, finish revisions and get that book into print. There are 14 days until my self-imposed deadline. I am not going to make it. I think that is what kept me from making even the briefest post this past week. Knowing I was going to fail. Seeing the writing on the wall that I couldn’t make that deadline.
So, I have a new plan. Don’t Panic. Take everything… One hour at a time. One Day at a time. One chapter at a time. I can do this. It might not be done by Mom’s birthday but It will be done come hell, high water, and crazy people, before mine.
I could use your strength right now, missing you.